Disappointment

When I feel disappointed with God, I get super discouraged and want to pull back. I feel like I have experienced this so much in the last couple of years especially. At our women's conference, Laurie Besonen shared that unmet expectations create doubt. I feel like this describes much of my pain. I have expectations that have been unmet, and I have been disappointed by God. However, I realize that ultimately He is not disappointing me, but really protecting and providing. I just can't always see it. ~M