When students don't respond like I hoped for, I... (Wow that's a really good prompt)
I often am disappointed. Sometimes I feel a little useless. Sometimes I wonder if I'm doing my job right. Often I will revert to a lack of spirit-filledness and try and manipulate them to no avail. This makes me sad.
When I look at my staff account balance and contributions, I often think, "well this will be a good opportunity to see the Lord come through." Sometimes I think, "well... this is why I need to take some more steps of faith when it comes to raising support." Most times I think, "Man, I really screwed up somewhere along the line, maybe if I really impress the Lord with a good quiet time he'll bless me with more support from nowhere." Recently I've thought... "I can't understand why the Lord works the way he does, He's so good to always provide for me."
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