A bit up and down of late. I had a really long day last Thursday and on Friday wanted little to do with people and was moderately depressed about some failures I've seen in myself in ministry. I tried to run to God in the midst of my weakness and have faith that he was there, but still felt rather distant. I feel like I was in a funk for the rest of the weekend. On Sunday night I was on the phone with a friend from college relaying to him where I was at. He asked me if I was thankful in the midst of my situation. I responded that I didn't really know if I had been, really realizing that I had failed miserably in the area of thankfulness. A few minutes of conversation later, I confessed this to my friend and in my heart chose to be thankful to the Lord for what he was doing in my life, and almost instantly felt his love in my life. In general over the past couple weeks I feel like I have been growing a lot and my walk with God has grown in consistancy. It's far from where I would like it to be, but I am greatly encouraged by what he's doing.
-Will
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